I’m so tired of being afraid of myself…
Why can’t I be normal??? Why?
The hospitals haven’t made me feel better. In fact I’ve been feeling worse. I’ve been feeling so hopeless. Some days I think it would be better if I’d die…I know that’s so terrible but the way that I have been feeling is absolutely terrible, no one should live like this or feel like this.
I miss my old life. Please come back. I’m tired of being sick all the time, I’m tired of being scared all the time and I’m tired of being so tired all the time!
God please help me.
I hate when I lay down to sleep at night and I can’t stop thinking about vomiting.
Then I feel anxious and can’t sleep.
I just really need to get over this phobia. It really is taking control of my whole life. I feel sick all day everyday and I can barely eat and let alone even sleep. Someone help me :/